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[Tuesday
June 6th, 2006
2:24pm] |
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I love being incorporated into really really really stupid situations that I dont care about anymore. Really I do. Please find something else thats not worth a second thought to throw me into.
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[Tuesday
May 16th, 2006
11:22pm] |
UGH I dont wanna do my school work anymore. I cant get my mind to focus on anything lol oh well I'll just have to tough it out and hope for the best. I'm kind of annoyed right now, apparently jerry said I was "being annoying" gee could that possibly be because I dont want to be annoyed by him ever 3 seconds and I am no longer putting up with his crap? ugh I cant wait to get out this school and away from these people. Seriously I know I alawyas say that, but before I kind of held out some kind of fondness for some of the people, and I slightly enjoyed it and thought maybe I'm just going through a rough patch or something but I've come to realize. I dont fit it in with the people around here. And I dont care if I do or not. I'll fit in somewhere, I just gotta find that somewhere, I'll miss my good friends, but I hope I'll keep in touch with them. I probably won't I'm awful like that. look at me talking like I'm graduating and going away to college, I wish. Even if I was graduating right now I'd probably be on my way to suffolk just to continue to see everyone.
MOVING ON
I want to get my hair cut, and my nose peirced. I debating if I want to wait till the summer or do it now. I'm leaning more towards summerish cause I want to feel all put together, and I feel like the way I am right now even if I got that stuff done, I wouldnt be put together. So I'll put my self back together, or maybe just together for the first time in ever. I need to lose these extra pounds too. I broke my diet for the past 3 days but I'm getting back on track. I need to. I want to look nice.
I'm on a job search too. Did I mention that? The cash flow is pretty crappy.
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[Saturday
May 13th, 2006
10:27am] |
I really want a nose ring... dear mother please allow me to pierce my face thanks.
ugh this whole week has been boring and I've been neglecting my lovely journal again. :( I want some new clothes, and some money and everything ever.
the end.
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| I have found a cure. |
[Tuesday
April 25th, 2006
11:05pm] |
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yea this is amazing, I hvae found a way out. A way out of this place while still being here and participating in only the finest things, a way out of the stupidity of people while still enjoying their company, a way out of this misery while still keeping my heart, a way out my self doubt while still seeing myself for what I am, a way out of everything while still being nothing. I am saved but destroyed. I am here but not. I am me... just less yet more.
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[Tuesday
April 18th, 2006
2:12pm] |
Today was better, I still feel off though but once again pride wont allow me to discuss it. ever. I dont want pity and pity is all anyone can offer in a situation like this. But none the less today was better. :)
ps. I think I actually managed to pull off a B in every class while doing basically nothing! yay
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[Sunday
April 16th, 2006
10:29pm] |
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This vacation was I dont know, relaxing is a nice way to put it, but at the same time stressful in its own obnoxious way. I dont know, I don't want to talk to about on here because I don't want anyone to know. My pride would be too hurt if any of you know, not that half of you know anything about pride. I really do wish you could all see your selves the way I see you. Maybe you'd all kill your selves and thats why you can't. I hate everyone I ever met around here and I wanna go move away and start new and be a new person. I wanna atleast enjoy myself when I pretend to be something. That would be nice for a change. Really nice...
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| Fresh start for the nice weather |
[Tuesday
March 28th, 2006
11:02pm] |
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So I have a new lj background... which I'll probably get tired of in a day whatever. And I deleted all my old entries... they were dumb anyway trust me.
eh kinda bored and tired. I think I'll go to sleep now even though I didnt study or do any of my hw. I just dont care about school anymore... I can't I'm to lazy and in summer mode already. Well I'll update more later.
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